the reason why sometimes we dont give up, cuz we've come to far and made so many sacrfices its hard to just stop.We use our hearts to think and not our minds. We obciously know its wrong but we just go on don't we? we never really think why because we don't want to find a reason to give up. Its never pity that we want but we never stop believing we will hear what we want. We look at every single good happening with hope to carry on. Its hard when we realise reality and its too late. We've fallen into a deep hole and can't climb out because we dug way too deep trying to find "treasure".Its not easy to cheer up after that? negativity carries on. The same thing happens all the time cuz i don't learn from it, yet i keep on repeating the same mistakes. I'm tired of thinking about what you said. I'm tired of always being upset, tired of complaining cuz i think its not fair. I changed, but i want to change back.Goodbye