hey people!
so i feel like blogging (:
anyway ytd school was fun
enlgish was the best
talked alot
laughed alot
but after school was much better
went to help out with the speech day thing
but i didn't do a thing
so went for choir
something happened that i got really pissed off about
shall not spoil my mood by saying it
so after that went to meet pan,cert and yuyu
they were painting
i kept painting gengwei's arm
he is oh so easy to bully
but i'm not mean (:
after zikai,ben and gengwei left
we played table tennis
okay i suck at it but i havent played in a long time
so pretty much everyone was laughing at me la
so yeah waited for pan's parents
then home-ed
waited for taufiq first then walked out with
tletubby,sofian and taufiq
waited damn long for bus then finally reached home
around past 8
so i had to call gladys and tell her something
i was really having bad luck,
bestie! all the best for campcraft :D

fyi,
i dont have a real boyfriend
its just a game we play like family tree and all
boyf in my previous post is a girl
this is esp for my real family who thinks im doin smth behind my back

GO STRIVERS!

hey all!
my mom hates the mocca advertisment
the im selling my house one
:D
i sent the video to her phone
hehhe sneaky me
so yeah got some stuff to do before sports day
and to dear zakiah: I LOVE YOU!
gonna have an early night!

xoxoxo,
patricia

♥boyf (:




hey all,
havent really been blogging
anyway this week
has really been just church
its holy week
oh i so love guitarists
im currently having headaches
ohwell,
school tmr is gonna be real easy
mr poon's on course
and i have stuff to do
but i completely forgot

to: ___
i'm confused?
its not so simple
just to be friends again
after we had that blow
you played with my feelings
i stopped talking to you
i was soo happy before everything happened
its so akward
can you just forget your pride?
i wanna make it like last time
when we were best friends
i wasn't bored
i had someone to talk to
and i know theres def someone out there for you
but some bitches get in the way
and now we're fighting


Lenten Vigil 2008

I wasn't really into the whole thing
plus chervon didn't come
joshua lied that he was coming but he didn't show up
our catechist ritchell didn't come either
we weren't allowed any sleep at all
its worst than in camps where we sleep late
at least we still get rest
this thing was gonna keep us awake the whole night
So i went there hoping for a miracle
we went for registration and well as usual not much of our class was there
arin,desiree,tricia,cynthia,anne,timothy,mark,melvin,dylan and me
we pretty much made up class 3A
we weren't in classes though
met janelle at first then went into the hall to get seated
april's hair is really pretty
and she looks like one of the girls in the boys like girls
"the great escape" music video
so yeah had many talks,
it really made me super sleepy.
finally we had some interaction
washing of the feet
we were supposed to wash our partner's feet then go to the chapel to pray
while the person whose feet is being washed goes back into the hall
however,we just cheated and washed each others feet and snuck into the chapel
at first anne and i sat along then some peopl joined us
i fell asleep and uncle luke woke me up
so he called my row to wash our hands
and i was like wtf,
so i just did as i was told
then he said that the people in a row was a group
so anne and i were the only girls along with 5 other guys we didnt know
we were gonna have a passover meal weird food were placed on a mahjong paper on the ground
so we got to know the guys
i only remeber herman,clarence and gave
herman is totally gay but he's really nice
clarence should really shut up
gave should try and catch up with the times
weird guys,
so we had the meal
the mystery meat was yucky
and everything we ate has to be dipped in salt
after that we got some free and easy time
anne and mark kept bickering
mark was really funny because his actions were so adorable
everytime we turned to look at him he keeps burying is head in his hands
that was extremely cute
anyway finally went for mass
i was going to faint soon
i was tipsy and all
so finally went home,
slept a while then to cheerleading practice
im poof-ed now















time to post!
well had fun at the zoo ytd
went with mummy,jeleen and crystal
it was raining though but it was still enjoyable!

1.Honestly what color is your shirt?
/ Strivers shirt, half white half blue
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
/ someone,

3. Honestly, what have u done
yesterday?
/ cheerleading practice

4 . Honestly, have you ever been
in love?
/ yeah, and it hurt

5. Honestly, feeling anything unusual
today?
/ yes, i feel like a total weirdo

6. Honestly, is your heart still
occupied?
/ yeah and i cant seem to forget about it

7. Honestly, who is the last person
you talked to on the fone?
/ gladys

8. Honestly , are you jealous of
somebody right now?
/ i'm not really sure

9. Honestly, what makes
you sad most of the time?
/ my damned life

10. Honestly, are you LOVING someone
right now?
/ yeah,im spreading the love

11. Honestly ,what you don't want in
life
/ pain (i wish)

12 . Honestly, do you want to
see someone this very moment?
/ my friends!

13. Honestly, plannings in near future?
/ dying

14. Honestly, do you love someone very
much?
/ i love myself very much

15.Honestly, does anyone like you?
/ they're keeping it from me

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*
1. What do you do when you're mad?
/ screeeaaaam!

2 . What's the worst
thing you've done when you were mad?
/ hit someone
*ooh someone needs anger management classes*

3. Ever made anyone
cry when you were mad?
/ my sister

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
/ silently

5 . When was the last time you really
cried?
/ not long agom judging by my being me

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
/ yeah loads of times

7. What usually makes you cry?
/ getting scolded, and almost everything

8 . Are you normally a happy person?
/ people say im an emo girl

9. Does being with your friends makes
you happy?
/ yeah, we goo crazy

10 . When people say
they think you are good looking/pretty,
do you get happy?
/ yeah cuz i dont get that alot

I'm sorry for not being really like myself these days
theres something wrong with me seriously
i just dont really know how to fix it
give me some time and i'll be okay
its just that its a very trying period for me
i dont have the energy as usual
but its coming back soon
im sure of that
anyway on a happier note
i can perfect most of my cartwheels
my arm is getting much much better
and i passed a math!
phew thank goodness



boy,i've been avoiding the subject
now that its like this
i just know how to deal
oh help me, i need you
we need to get through.
together.






Well this has been happening in school,
boredom has struck.
Ohwell, I'm becoming very vain these days
and i talk wayyy too much
plus i'm going mad
maybe someone influenced me?
i really hate this person though
hatehatehate sooo much
how can it be just one sided
the person was irritating too
so i irritated the person back
now we're at war
the person can straight away die
don't deserve to live
you may die now!

hey all!
today was hectic
and funny,
you can really go crazy
ilovemygirlfriends!
gave love letters to 2 special people before common test
and yeah so its the girl like the guy
shes despo to like him
shes ugly too no offence
if she was pretty and all
i wouldn't care, infact
i'd be jealous of her but im so totally not
but today was super un-glam
whatever bitches,
live your life the way you want it to

ohwell i'm getting on with my damned life (:
forget the emo posts, all the stuff
i'm starting on a new track
of whathehell i dont really know
SO!
what does it feel like to be a superhero?
i wonder,
well actually im supposed to be doing some rather important stuff now
but skip all that!
"We are what we're supposed to be
illusions of your fantasy
All dots and lines that speak and say
What we do is what you wish to do"
im totally high!
who cares about V&V
and their beloved B,
i have my friends!
so today was pretty much boring.
thanks to kheehwee for helping me carry my stuff during choir
sherman left me alone so went home with chervon
we missed a ton of busses but we had fun talking
me,weiting and chervonee,
oh-oh and im super slow
i'm living in the stone-age
so yeah thats all for today
shall do some other crap
BYE!

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
the way i are = timbaland feat. keri hilson

How would you describe yourself?
beautiful soul = jesse mccartney
(uhhh, ?)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
five days = patrick nuo
(i so do not understand)

How do you feel today?
its so hard to live = devilish
(ohh,how nice)

What is your life's purpose?
if we were a movie = hannh montana
(cool.)

What is your motto?
this is how i desappear = my chemical romance
(i dont quite agree)

What do your friends think of you?
all about you = mcfly
(okay,)

What Do You Think Of Your Parents?
rescue me = tokio hotel
(well yeah they kindof do sometimes)


What do you think about very often?
i'm not okay = my chemical romance
(yeah i do think about that very often)

What is 2 + 2?
what i've done = linkin park
(haha!)

What do you think of your best friend?
clumsy = fergie
(i bet im 1584562 times clumsier than her)

What do you think of the person you like?
6 minutes = jonas brothers
(totally random)

What is your life story?
helena = my chemical romance
(its basically leading that im gonna be dead?)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
when it was me = paula deanda
(what is this trying to say?)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
whine up = kat deluna
(?)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
i saw it on your keyboard = hellogoodbye
(i'd totally dance this at my wedding)

What will they play at your funeral?
the kill = 30 seconds to mars
(nice timing)

What is your hobby/interest?
showstoppers = danity kane
(*smiles*)

What is your biggest fear?
you are the music in me = highschool musical
(thats very ironic)

What is your biggest secret?
scream = tokio hotel
(no idea)

What do you think of your friends?
diary of jane = breaking benjamin
(if you know me then you'll know why this song is pretty relevant)