today is like so cool
whee whee whee
so after school
went for the emergency thing
at first took bandages
so we started learning basic stuff
it was easy
for the arm but the rest was difficult
we also like learnt to carry ppl
like princess like one hoho
i had so much fun
carried weilin (:
so after that drank stuff
i keep drinking and drinking
then saiful and gladys cant bandage me
so yeah
saiful kept calling me dora
so i called him spiderman
wakakas
seriously im high!
ok soo yadada talk talk
i made this doughnut
its cute larhhs
so yeah nice
then i suddenly said "life is like a doughnut"
and ppl laughed at me
so we did the stretcher
we carried widad up and down the stairs
she was afraid but weilin
was more afraid
aftr end went to eat
taufiq kept going wtf
and we were diaoing him
we saw ms yeo again
anyway i had so much fun
i wanna do it again

im not angry
or nor am i blaming you
i never said anything of those
im just sad
its not that i dont take criticsim
im just sensitive
its nt that i want to be
but i've been like that
after knowing me for some time
how can you not know
i've cried many times
and taking in the critiscim means
im not disregarding it
wouldnt you be even more angry
if i disregarded it
in the past i used to wait
fr you to apologise first
this year knowing im wrong i apologise to you
im sorry
i knwo i do alot of things that irritated you
so im sorry for that too
i mean it and its not fake
if it was i wouldnt be doing this
you have to admit that i musunderstand too
i daydream alot these few weeks
im unaware of what im doing
i will take back the bad stuff i say if i did
the reason why i cant let our friendship end is becuz
i cant see 1 year of being friends go to waste
i also have never written a post like this
i feel very bad
it seems all fake but its not
theres so many things i still wanna say
but i just cant say it here
its hard to let out
im telling the truth that
theres no post like this ever in my blog
i thought alot
at first i thought that i was innocent
then i thought why i felt very bad for a few days
im really very sorry
if only you knew hw much i mean it

to jonathan
i know u hurt or wat
but i realised that even if you wrong or not
you still have to say sorry
just a single word will clear evrything up
if they dont accept it
at least your concience is cleared
saying sry without being apologised back
does nt mean that u are pushed around
its just a humble apology
think hard again like me
i learnt alot
doing this will really help
life wont suck so much later on
violence nor vulgarity is no mean
let out your anger but
think of what you've done too

i havent been
active blogging recently
im just too plain lazy
or im sleepy
i was nvr like this sleepy and all
i fell asleep just nw from 4 plus to abt 8
evryone is taller than me
im short
i changed my blog song again
no choir tmr
but still have block rosary
i wish we nvr join at all
ok i dont wish we nvr join
im still sleepy byes

today went to school with michelle and man
then arrived nearly late
so..they noticed my new specs (:
they said it was huge
gah its not really nice but i like nerd (:
so had home econ
we made sheperd's pie
i had nice design on mine and siti's one
i'll post a pic of it another day
it tastes nice too
so after that mrs yon didnt come
ppl envy 2e4 mr teo taught us
he's becoming regular now
anyways movin on
we have the penpal thing
hehe shall not tell
ok so after school we had a blast sia
frisbee here and there
my group is "the guardian angels"
lame la ok gtg dinner yum yum

happy birthday kai hong and weiliang
today im gonna post a song
am moving through the crowd
Trying to find myself
Feel like a guitar that's never played
Will someone strum away?

[Chorus]
And I ask myself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
and I tell myself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One But me..

You are moving through the crowd
Trying to find yourself
Feel like a doll left on a shelf
Will someone take you down?

[Chorus]
And you ask yourself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
Gotta tell yourself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One But me..

Your life lays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to release it all
You wonder what's it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and turn those curtains

No One, No One
Don't wanna be No One But me..

When you're moving through the crowd

i love this song hahs

i was calling chrvon
then i wondered why her voice changed
i call wrong person
i called benjamin -_-
lame la
so we on bus
dunno where to go
ok so we took neos
retarded sia
tm deserted
no ppl woooohhhh
and tmr there is a big suprise
i dont like my pic in pan blog
she mean hahs
anyways go home that time see michelle
with huiyim
pei them wait bus then go home
anyways i sian la these days
bye~

today i woke up early for catechism
we learnt about being special today
as if i didnt know that
so the questions were quite dumb
i wrote
one thing i do very well is : Talk alot (:
nikki suggested that
so i read chervons one
favourite activity:irritating people
favourite hobby:screaming
um what can i say?
i dont know
joshua stole my one thing that i do best
im not happy
so after that we went to mass
this little boy in front of us was like pinching his moms butt
omg so rude la
little boy its bad to do that
i dont know already
im losing my mind
so went tution
i was on the bus
jac and sya entered the bus
i called jac
"look in front of you"
they saw me and i walked over
sya said "couldn't you just walk over"
i replied "theres no suspense :P "
so there was this mag circulated
mr ng was the top 50ppl in singapore in a mag

so heres me
my friend put her bad racket there can
bleahs but i looked like im jailed



im super duper happy (((((((((((((((((((((:
Some ppl know why
it all started last thursday
it rocks
ehhehehhe
2007 is definatley better
dec 2006 was cool too
my hair isn't well though
my tummy hurts now
but im like sick or smth
i missed sya bday
happy bday though