1.What does the oldest text message inyour inbox say?
WE"RE DEAD.My mum wants us to dance all fore one and it looks like we have no choice.

2. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Hot by Avril lavigne

3. Do you have any nicknames?
pat,tricia, ahhh loads more

4. Who was the last person to message you?
Kathleen,using her mum's phone

5. What time did you go to bed last night?
About 1.oo am.

6. Are you currently happy?
yeah! i'm going to malaysia later

7. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday,when jonel sat on my arm and I got a bruise from my bracelet.

8. Who gives you the best advice?
Myself,or songs

9. Do you eat whipped cream straight?
I used to love doing that but didn't do it anymore

10. Who did you talk on the phone with last?
I think Jan

11. Is anything bugging you right now?
not really

12. What was the last thing to make you laugh?
a hannah montana video on youtube

13. Does anything hurt on your body?
My arm with the bruise

14. Who is the last person you missed a call from?
Kathleen's home

15. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Duh

16. What annoys you most in a person?
well its more like certain people annoy me

17. Do you have a crush on anyone?
tom kaulitz,bill kaulitz,joe jonas <333

18. Have you ever done cocaine?
i dont even know what that is

19. What is the color of your room?
orangy,peachy blend

20. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
I would kill to get someone but a billion dollars,nahhh

21. Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap?"
Not really

22. Who was the last person to lay in your bed besides yourself?
My sister

23. Who was the last person to hug you?
Mummmy

24. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
yeah my sister,I gave her a kiss cuz I knew she hated lovey,dovey sister bonding moments like those.

25. Do you have a life?
I guess

26. Have you ever thought someonedied, when they really didn't?
I wish chochang died but she didn't ):

27. Do you own an iPod?
Nope,I would want one though

28. What is the reason behind yourmyspace song?
my favourite band

29. Who was the last person you saw in person?
Mummy

30. What is your favorite Michael Jackson song?
Thriller

31. Last time you smiled?
I'm smiling now :D

32. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
in mexico no,but here yes

33. Have you changed this year?
yeah,aloooooot!

34. What are you listening to right now?
Coming for you by jojo

35. Are you talking to anyone whiledoing this?
Nah

36. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed??!?
Open LAH. Need I say more?

37. Is there a quote you live by?
I am who I am.

38. Do you want someone you can't have?
Yes cuz one's in germany and the other in U.S

39. Have you ever played an instrument?
piano,guitar,tambourine,harmonica

40. Whats the worst idea you've had this week?
getting jan and kathleen (they're siblings) to act as a couple in a skit

41. What were you doing last night at 11?
Dancing around my house

42. Are you happy with your love life right now?
I dont have one and kinda dont care,I'm not in school so I'm addicted to people I don't even know.

43. What song describes your love life?
Dead! by MCR

44. Does the person you like know you like them?
Nah,they don't even know I'm alive!

45. Who always makes you laugh?
Everyone,even people on the streets who do stupid things (:

46. Do you speak any other languages?
Chinese,Tagalog(filipino) and spanish

47. Are you a blonde?
Nah,don't wanna be one either

48. What's your middle name?
Carmel or Prijoles

49. What are you doing tomorrow?
going around malacca!

50. Who is your best friend?
manymanymany people who I love and adore

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1.The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
TOM/BILL KAULITZ or THE JONAS BROTHERS

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yeah,to get my $1 back

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
Nah,hate kissing my sister

4. Do you take compliments well?
Do i even get complimented

5. Do you play Sudoku?
yeah,which reminds me to bring it along to the trip later

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
not even a second

7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save?
my cellphone

8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
i sleep alone

9. Who do you text the most?
jac,jan,cj and loads more

10. Favorite children's book?
Cinderella

11. Eye color?
Brown.

12. How tall are you?
I'm real short.pfft

13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
Yeah,I wanna change what I did

14. Any secret admirers?
I have no idea

15. When was the last time you were at Starbucks?
Quite some time ago,we went there at about 10pm a night to meet teh ibarras

17. Where was the farthest place you traveled?
America

18. Do you like mustard?
Yep.

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
eat,i hate sleeping

20. Do you miss anyone?
Yes.

21. Can you do splits?
half splits only

23. What movie do you want to see right now?
Camp Rock

24. What did you do for New Year's Eve?
Watched stuff on Disney Channel

25. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
Haven't seen it.

26. Do you own a camera phone?
yeah

27. Was your mom a cheerleader?
nope,I am

28. What is the last letter of your middle name?
L or S

29. Are you hispanic?
Nopee..

30. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
5. 6/7/8

31. Do you like care bears?
who doesn't?

32. What do you buy at the Movies?
Popcorn, nachos, lollipops

33. Do you know how to play poker?
Yeah

34. Do you wear your seatbelt?
Not all the time..

35. What do you wear to sleep?
clothes that i feel comfy in

37. Is your hair straight or curly?
straight

38. Is your tongue pierced?
nah

39. Do you like Liver and Onions?
onions are alright but i hate liver

40. Do you like funny or serious people better?
both,depends on the situation

41. Ever been to L.A.?
Yeah,we stayed there for vacation

42. Who is on your mind right now?
gladysgohmeizi whos not answering me phone call ahhh.

43. Any plans for tonight?
yep! on the train to malacca,sleeping muhahahah

44. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
don't jump by tokio hotel

45. Do you hate chocolates?
of course not

46. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
my phone bill

47. Are you a gullible person?
yes,very very gullible

48. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
I dont have one now and I'm happy so what does that prove?

49. If you could have any job what would it be?
A mega super actress/singer.SO i can meet my dream guys.

50. Are you easy to get along with?
yeah

51. What is your favorite time of the day?
depends

52. Are you generally a happy person?
yeah,havent been emo for a while

On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now
The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down
Each one a promise
Of everything you never found

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump

You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel it no more
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump

I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long
Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump
I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
I'll jump for you

I had the weirdest dream ever!
so here it goes....
I stood up and walked around
the place wasn't familiar at all
anyway I saw this maid and asked her what happened
she looked at me then looked at my tummy
i was pregnant!
she said "amnesia is bad for the baby"
woooh and I asked her who I was and other stuff
I'm Patricia a singer/actress for disney channel
my boyfriend is bill kaulitz from tokio hotel,
he's the father of my baby
my bestfriends are ashley tisdale,miley cyrus and the jobros
we hanged out and became best friends when i was with joe jonas
the tokio hotel guys are also my friends
no one knows i'm pregnant
except friends and my manager
they told the press that i was working on my album and had to go away
so i gave birth to a baby girl
i went to train in the gym so that i get my shape back
my baby girl finally met her dad
but one day baby girl was kidnapped
someone then spreaded that it was my child with bill
and i woke up
omg i was scared
i dont wanna get pregnant
oh and in the dream,
i was 19

finally home
anyway we booked tickets for mcr!
thanks ziyad!
anyway we're going to be in the 7th row of the raised platform
coolness,
i'm going with zb,jac and wisnuh
the rest backed out.
not for sya though
she just couldn't come but she desp wants to
ziyad's gonna wear eyeliner!
im sooo excited























bill and tom kaulitz are so diff
tom,the sweet looking one prefers one night stands
bill,gothic looking one prefers long comittments!
how different!

im grounded for 2 months,
wow
anyway i went to borrow books,
im sooo sleepy now!




oh yeah,
Tokio Hotel is really cool
its like mcr
there are 2 brothers in the band
and just like mcr again
both brothers are hot
tokio hotel is made up of 2 guys
and they're really famous in germany
the lead singer and guitarist look really really cute
they're style is really diff so
check them out

mikey from my chemical romance is hot
anyway i cant wait for dec 11
when i see MCR live!
zb keeps bugging me to take an illegal video
lol.
havent been online lately
lots to do
my fanfic and all
oh well im bored
and cant sleep so,
bye




it has my favourite people!jonas brothers,jump 5,ashley tisdale & zac efron.Vanessa's there too though

http://winglin.net/fanfic/patriciarondon/

hey guys support my fanfic! I've gotten bored and decided to do this over the hols
:D

i bet you all know that aj and joe jonas
were together,
it seems evryone cnt get over them breaking up
im sooo sad ):
i love joe jonas so much
this obsession hurts

i finally finished my skin,
after editing it for soo long
I'm happy with it (:
its all jonas stuff,the skin to the song
and the titles of each thingy
is a song from jobros
im like seriuosly obsessed
anyway im in the middle of wrinting my story
hope i'll finish it soon!

well i changed the skin!
actually i just changed the pic
theres no skin like this
i kinda dont really like my skin now
but i love the jobro part!




i love joseph adam jonas!
i so wanna marry him!
what would it take to be
MrsJoeJonas&
aga had a 10 step plan to marry emma watson
im gonna copy him
but im thinking of plan,
hoping it actually works
anyway so i just love JB
Jonas Brothers
their songs are just so happy
yet meaningful
they cheer me up
:D
once again
I LOVE JONAS BROTHERS!

my newest addiction -> jason dolley
ta-da, i still love joe jonas though
anyway im gonna write a story,
one shot story with a simple plot
here it is:
bestfriends fall in love
but the guy has to move
so they're miles apart
but they promised to keep the long distance relationship
unfortunately they contact each other lesser
2 years later, the guy comes over for holiday
the girl gets him to go to the dance with him
when she visits him at his house
he was introduced to his new gf
obviously shes sad/depressed
she wouldnt go to the dance
but her friends finally convince her
when she goes and the guy and the new gf is there
she sees them and ran away
the guy goes after her
he pushes her away as she gets hit by the car
he gets hit,goes into critical condition
he passes away,
it ends there

there'll be loads of important phrases and sayings along the way
im planning to choose some songs
so there'll be an unoffical soundtrack!
hoho,watch out for it yeah

drama had always been a part of me
part of my life,
had a falling out again
with that guy
this is final.
whats the point of being friends
when we end up fighting?
so you're angry and all
you're gonna replace me just like that?
go ahead but then again
what kind of person would you be.
i taught you a lesson
thats it.
you runined my life
you runined my studies
you runined my relationship with my friends
you runined my image
you runined my confidence
just admit you're wrong
don't say sorry just for yourself
dont be selfish
and whats more
i've had so much hatred
whatever.

"And I'm not jealous, no I'm not
I just want everything she's got
You look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you use to look at me that way "





hey im back :D

(i cant upload pics cuz my usb cable might be with them)

so the party of the year
on 4th Nov 2007
it was held @ alohaloyang
a chalet somewhere in pasir ris
i met april after catechism class
then we headed to my house
left for the chalet from there
the place is like really remote
way inside and its like the end
of one of the roads there
cj was already there
the place is really nice!
it has a pool with a slide
and its own arcade
the terrace 12 was right in front of the beach
the chalet is like a vacation house
it has a living room,kitchen
mini stage and open space
and 4 bedrooms
my sister and i settled then
went exploring with april and cj
then april went home to get her stuff
we lazed around in the air-condition room
lol.
kathleen took ages to come
so yeah people started coming
we got ready for the dance
had practice then the programme started
i was the co-host
the kids danced like how we practiced
everyone was suprised with kathleen's
breakdancing stunt
then the families danced,
i couldn't watch cj's dance
was changing upstairs
so our family danced
i accidentally hit my sister
with the umbrella!
oopsie
anyway we wanted to swim but the pool closed
so we slacked
i asked april's mum to let her stay
we had this major slumber party at night
played truth and dare
and something else happened
so we slept at 3am and woke at 6am
thanks to jonel's alarm
thne couldn't sleep
so we all talked til the pool opened
swam for a while the home-ed
it was a cool party
:D

SHOPPING!
needs me very badly
but truth is,
its the other way around

what i must get:

topshop;
1)fluropink basic ribbed camisole
2)black gathered neck vest
3)doodle print hoodie
4)Vintage style cut off pelmet
5)Vintage boyfriend shorts
6)little miss slippers

dorothyperkins;
1)White foil spot hoodie
2)Yellow/black shades
3)White line heart cami
4)DUNGAREE DRESS
5)Turquoise puffball skirt
6)BLACK LEATHER PUMPS

roxy;
1)Shabby Sweater Dress
2)Disco Dress
3)Oryan Shorts
4)Chelsea Ballet Shoes

and moremore! just buy me all those stores










ytd was halloween!
i didn't go trick or treating
instead was out at dance practice
but it sucked,
cuz of that guy
bleahs