Loving is not as easy as you see in movies,
yeah they get hurt but only for a while.
When someone you really love comes your way,
you hold on for dear life
but don't expect everything to be a fairytale
When your dream does come true,
treasure it with all you can.
Its better to be loved than to love someone you can't have
when that person hurts you,
be strong and just walk away.

Well these few days haven't been very easy
I'm justing waiting for the next day to come,
What if i lose everything I had?
Thats what I keep thinking,
Why do I care about what people think so much?
Insecurities & Low self esteem is bringing me down,
On a happier note,
I'm obsesses with maxi-dresses
the long ones whch have patterns
I chose real colourful ones
Although I have no idea when to wear them,
I also finished reading "The Clique:Bratfest at Tiffanys"
They have boyfast!
like muslims fast for ramdan
they do the pretty comittee boyfast
where they all wear bracelets and if they break boyfast
they take off a charm
AWESOME!
Anyway stayed back today and laughed alot,
I'm gonna make someone wear a very pink dress
The rain so dampened my mood
unfair ):
Oh well, see you people later!
TTFN*

*-Ta Ta For Now

Josh is prettier than handsome,lol


Im back?
but not for good,
just needed a break from lj?
im not commited at all
i always start something i never finish
like piano and guitar
ninjado, dont ask me about that
and blahblahblah
you see thats why i move here to there all the time
gah
i am at the point of boredom where i dont know what to type
screw my lack of attention span
if only i was committed to something i would actually be successful,
how many times i told myself that i wanted to do something
and end up not doing it in the end
im usually not this freaking shit anymore
but lately its coming back
i have no idea how to express all that im feeling now
without censoring it at leaast
to hell with my unhappy life


im torn in between
and i dont know,
i really don't