1. How are u feeling today?
Bring it all back to you by s club 7 , ok.....i feel sorta inspired or something?

2.Will u get far in life?
Never be replaced by 1st lady, it doesn't give me an answer

3.How do your friends see you?
I'm like a bird by Nelly Furtado, they see me as a free person? im not sure

4.Will you get married?
Disenchanted by MCR ,I wanna get married to gerard way!

5.What's your best friend's theme song?
I will do anything for love by meatloaf, hint yes gladys this song suits u (:

6.What's the story of your life?
drop it like its hot by snoop dog , I'm droping my life like its hot? wtf

7.What was high school like?
Paint it black by Rolling stones , Its very black? at times yes

8.How can u get ahead in life?
Not gonna get us by T.a.t.u, I'm not being caught yay!

9.What is the best thing abt your friends?
Material Girl by hilary and hailey duff , their material girls? not so true but i am :P

10.What's in store for this weekend?
Our lips are sealed by hilary and hailey duff ,They won't tell me gah

11.What song describes you?
What a wonderful world , I live in a wonderul world..... i wish

12.To describe ur grandparents?
Perfect day by Hoku , Don't really say anything about them

13.What song will they play at your funeral?
Save me by Corrine May, I'm dead... no use saving me =.=

14.How does the world see you?
If we hold on together by Diana Ross ,i hate this song it makes me cry....i need a moment.......ok im fine now well they see me as a united person which is true i just cant unite ppl well.

15.Will you have a happy life?
My humps by BEP , i guess thats a yes

16.What do ur friends really think of you?
move your body girl by nina sky, hehe some people knows i love to dance but its a secret XD

17.Do ppl secretly lust after you?
Nothing in this world by Paris Hilton , ok that means nobody like likes me

18.How can I make myself happy?
What a girl wants by Christina Aguilera , that means i need to get all a girls wants and indulge myself and im happy? fair enough

19.What shld you do with ur life?
You had a bad day by Daniel Powter , i should have bad days???????

20.Will you ever have children?
Hurt by Christina Aguilera , idon't know in the song says hurt , it either means i cant have them or be hurt giving birth X)

ATTENTION!

I got my replacement phone number is still the same so when u sms me please leave your name.
Sorry for the trouble peeps.i finally have communication but no camera cant take pics on my vacation.hais.Must look on the brightside! i have a phone again (:

I am so damn pissed off by that person who stole stuff from our class
Wakao all precious things to us lorhs

Ytd in school after p.e
we went for recess
when i got back my phone not dere
gladys called it and it was switched off
i didnt so it was stolen!
i was damn pissed sia
i nearly cried larhs
thanks to my friends
they knew what to do
so i was like wayyyyyyyy irritated by it
i need communication lor
steal my money just nt my phone
i just bought the kuku monster and its stolen with the phone
hais
cant do anything but just wait
report and block line le
SHIT!
stupid person

to the thief:
u will be haunted cuz what u did was wrong!!
dont do it cuz u will pay sooner or later
you won't be let off by god so easily
u might die an early death or be jailed
well not my loss

so later on i found out grace wallet was stolen and sockmin mp3
siao lor all our class!
y cant they lock the class anymore
walao eh

so anyways later at night i went to the beach and met cj and jonel alyssa and rhanei
we played but i was sad larhs
we went home abt 1am
so like that

the thief will pay

1) 12 Things You Love To Eat/Drink-
ice lemon tea
steak
baked potato
mac n cheese
chicken rice
milk
bubble tea
french fries
pizza
watermelon
chicken wings
sushi
2) 12 Sentences You Love To Say Most-
wakao
omg
hehe
haha
go to hell
hihi
die lo
stupid
lol
ke siao
yay
cute

3) 12 Favorite Colours
pink
black
white
black
blue
yellow
red
sky blue
mint green
purple
orange
hot pink

4) 12 Top Friends (In No Particular Order)-
Sya
Jac
Zb
Gladys
Sockmin
Sherman
Stephani
Michelle
Grace
Tashyra
Joyce
Kheehwee
5) 12 Favorite Movies-
aquamarine
school of rock
hoodwinked
pirates of the carribean dead mans chest
i not stupid too
let the love begin
madagascar
material girls
high school musical
sky high
harry potter
cow belle girls

6) 12 Favorite Shops-
esprit
o.p
mango
Just G.
Guess
Giordano
Mini bits/toons
bench
converse
BYSI
Fox
Nike
7) 12 Favorite Songs-
dirty little secret
chemicals react
heartbreak lullaby
perfect match
flirt
high
mexican wrestler
nothing in this world
glowing inside
tokyo drift
never be replaced
showstoppers
8) 12 Nice Names You Like-
tricia
elvira
desiree
sara
elle
Claudia
angelica
janelle
jessica
tara
cassandra
pansy

9) 12 Top Tv Characters You Like-
spongebob
patrick star
timmy turner
cindy vortex
tweety
mickey mouse
danny phantom
raven baxter
chelsea daniels
zack and cody
london tipton
draco malfoy

10) 12 Top Shows-
thats so raven
unfabulous
neds declassified school survival
The suite life of zack and cody
hannah montana
zoey 101
pimp my ride
pop inc
american idol
spongebob squarepants
fairly odd parents
drake and josh

11) 12 Favorite Animals-
puppies
bears
ducks
hamsters
dolphins
snakes
kangaroos
parrots
bees :)
butterflies
turtles
monkeys

12 Friends You Want To Do This Quiz- im not doing this :P

How much have YOU changed.
Message: Take this quiz, post the results, and seehow muchthings have changed since then.3 YEARS AGO
How old were you?: 10.
What grade were you in? pr4.
Where did you go to school?: east view pri.
Where did you work?: at home :)
Where did you live?: tampines
How was your hair style?: long hair
Did you wear braces?: nope
Who was your best friend?: rukku and azilah
Who was your celebrity crush?: tom felton - draco
How many piercings did you have?: 2, 1 on each ear
What was your favorite band/group?: forgot
What was your biggest fear?: scary and frightening stuff
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: nope and i dont intend to
Had you gotten drunk/high yet?: nope
Had you been to a party yet?: yes duh since i was even born i've ben to parties
Had your heart broken?: i was still young
Had broken someones heart?: yea some guy who liked me and i avoided heeh
NOWHow old are you?: 13
Where do you go to school?: damai sec
Where do you work?: still at home
Where do you live?: tampines
How is your hair style?:mushroom hair hehe
Do you have braces?: i want to wear but nope
Do you wear glasses?: yeahh.
Who is your best friend?: manymany lehs
Still talk to any of your old friends?: yep we meet evry week
Who is your celebrity crush?: sean michael,tom felton ,the lead singer from the jonas brothers and alot more!
How many piercings did you have?:2 still same
.How many tattoos?: none
What is your biggest fear?:insects and creepy crawlies
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: nope
Have you gotten drunk or high?: high when we did mass dance
Have you been to a party?: i answered the first ques go figure
Has your heart been broken?: hais yea sad
Have you broken someones heart?: dunno

ytd went to eat at paris
the buffet place
so went but before i bought a kuku thingy :D
anyways so we went
there was this fried fish thing
my sis ate the whole fish (it was small)
then she said

sis:eew i ate the head it has the brain eeewww

a few bites later

sis:Oh yeah it has no brain

LOL!
so ate then got fat X(

-this morning-
woke up at 6am
got ready to go with jac sya and zb to jog
so we were walking then a guy passed us then
zb said :the PSI is 150!
too bad the guy didnt look back
so we were saying
"lovely day yes the psi is 150"
siao ppl us hehe
we went one whole round
we reached some palm trees then zb
was like :oooh berries ......ahhh BEES!
and he fled
he had a bad encounter with bees
becuz of my party heh
so he made me feel guilty like abt ahmad and all
so we reached back played swings
then see-saw
jac keep like putting all her weight then release
then i would fall and scream
zb got bullied by us
then sya'a mum called
asked what sya was doing
zb replied in a girl tone
"they're bullying ziyad"
we didnt want anyone to know of our evil deeds
jac had to go so we all did
and here i am
bzz bzz bees are invading my room
sad zb wasnt there he would be screaming
so thats it .

the end

p.s its not happily ever after for zb that is

Today was post exam games
arrived in school early hehes
then we like briefed and all and we went
very boring but we found ways to occupy ourselves
min steph and me played hide and seek
waste money ehehs
hide then sms each other clues abt where we are
FUN((:
went siao lorhs
after that recess then blah blah
went to hall and watched "Akeelah and the bee"
thought must line up by class actually free sitting =.=
then so hot but anyways we moved to gallery
havent even 5 mins when we were at gallery they stopped the movie !
nvm lorhs so back to class
i was sooo scared cuz like i slacked alot
and well teacher said top 8
i wasnt there i got so worried
i was actually number 10
anyways i must buck up
so after that xue and me went to steph hse
we were scared but her aunt was very friendly
her sister and bro kept staring at us too
her 2nd sis was nice and easier talk to haha
she is very funny evrything i say is funny to her?
hahas
so we cooked and steph 3rd sis and ynger bro staring at us so make funny face
luckily they didn't get scared
so we chatted then went down
btw gladys said steph the biaoge is shuai so i went see :P
ok bahss
then go down play i acted like 3 yr old
go all the play ground
saw damaians at playgrnd
realised it was chia chern,terrence,qing zhan and ding jie
i was irritated obviously
but nvm i want play hide and seek lorhs
they hide no good :( easy find them
switch playgrnd and all but i anit siao
the slides were high nice!
then wanna go home
steph have to go buy smth so she followed us
so we went home
then when i walking up hope walking to the gate
i felt sth thrown at me
and it was a huge grasshopper like my palm that big
siao i got scared i hate bugs
and now im here
yay my parents gt my mp3
yay!!!!!!









Well its this type of day again.
It hurts alot and i know some can feel it.
Tmrw i have to hide all my feelings.
I can't smile nor laugh
I can't eat
Its not like dying because thats better than this
Thanks to you people who are always there for me (:
He does't know i am hurt
He doesn't understand all these.
I hould have listened before
He was the only one who talked to me and made me smile
I can't bring myself to be friends with him

I get the point, I'm gone

Your Depression Level: 60%

You seem to have mild depression. A lot of people fall into your range, and it's quite possible you don't need treatment. If you've been feeling this way for a while, you may want to seek help.

am i this sad? well i don't know anyways i'm not sad abt exam results

its just something that bothers me

cuz its too early for him

well i'm gonna wait but forever?

i am suffocating
i just need to breathe
i'm smothered under pressure
i must be relieved

nothing i do is right
nothing they say is fair
i cry and scream and throw a fit
but noone seems to care

nobody will listen
to what i have to say
my life is not important
yet i'm living everyday

i can't do what i want
i cannot stay out late
here i sit and write this poem
to release my pain and hate

i'm confused and alone
i'm lost inside my mind
no one will search beyond my looks
to see what they might find

so many thoughts confuse me
feelings i can't perceive
in this time of adolescence
and i just need to leave

none of it makes sense
none of this seems real
and noone understands
the emotions that i feel

this is what i feel

NAME 13 of your classmates in random order
.1. gladys
2. sherman
3. sockmin
4. huiyim
5. jasper
6. daryl
7. syahirah idris
8. michelle
9. grace
10. kheehwee
11. tashyra
12. sherwin
13. jaqueline

How do you meet 10?-kheehwee ; we're in the same class and i met her in my afterlife XD

What would you do if you had never met 1? -gladys ; i won't be as boy crazy as now and i won't know the guy i like now

What will you do if 2 and 6 dated? -sherman and daryl; um i thought it was gonna be like this last time but now i see the huge difference between them.so the answer is NO!

Will there be that day have you seen 4 cried? -huiyim ; when she doesn't finish her exam papers

Do you think 10 is cute? -kheehwee ; of course((:

How did you get to know 8? -michelle ; same class and take same bus

Would you ever go on a date with number 12? -sherwin ; nope he's my xiaodi.

What's 7's favourite colour? -syahirah idris; blue

What would you do if 6 confessed that he/she likes you? -daryl ; will never happen cos he's my xiaodi

Fact about 9?-grace ; she is very chio pro netballer

Who is 4 going out with? -huiyim ; me:P no larhs as friends

Who is number 5 to you? -jasper; my very guai de kor .

Would you ever live with 13? -jac; yea but will she be able to stand me? hehe

Is 2 single? -sherman ; yes very available ahah

What do you think abt 3? -sockmin ; i love her lots!!

What's the best thing about number 5? -jasper ; um his hair i dunno.

What do you like about 11? -tashyra ; she's a loyal striver and we both love npcc.

Favourite memory with 2?-sherman ; alot!!

Well exams are officially over (:
Don't know how to celebrate ehhehs
today no school ^^
anyways ytd
i was gonna rp until i had to go my aunt's hse
then we got there i babysitted 3 girls
aged 2,3 and 5
wanted to go downstairs so i brought them lahs
some people stared at me cuz i was holding the baby and
the other two were holding on to me
maybe they thought i was a mother
diaos hello do i look that old?
anyway we went to fetch jonel
when he got down from the bus he ran
i told him jeleen wasn't there so he stopped
they're love triangle so complicated
im they're consultant hehes

well anyways i remember
i listened to stickwitu when i entered damai
hahas funny but i remem alot
like my long hair
now short
with fringe
i changed alot hehes
well i will change but for myself anyway gtg bb

Well im down to the last paper
and well each day my heart is breaking more(:
well im hiding my feelings behind a smile
anyways heres a convo between me and my conscience lols.

me:what should i do now i know the truth?

C:what is the truth?

me:he doesn't like me don't make me repeat

C:haha i mean thats sad....

me:you are evil

C: i was born to be anyway whats the deal?

me:i mean theres no chance never will.

C:so change target

me: i dont know i can't forget that easily

C:good point

me:if i give up now i'll be helpless

C:well its not over yet

me:i hope not

C:maybe some time will be needed but i'tll heal

me:by the time i end sec 4

C:i give up on you*offlines*

me:oh poo

P	Popular
A	Astonishing
T	Tasty
R	Radiant
I	Influential
C	Cheesy
I	Inspirational
A	Appealing

lol (:



well exams are finished in 3 days
happy:))
and well
my sympathy to the person who head gt stitches
im not that evil
nth much
will update agin soon




well having exams JIA YOU
anyway many many funny things happening
sockmin forgot her phone so i lowered it to her using
the window i was luaghing til siao
anyway i so tired lor
still gt history lucky already study :)
anyway another day update when smth happens
anyway i going back philppines! happy much:))

1) single, taken or crushing?Ans: im crushing so that makes me single

2) Are you happy with your life now?Ans: as of now yes but at times not really

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?Ans:well not really fall in love but crush first then i'll start to maybe love him

4) Have you ever been heartbroken?Ans:yes and it was really quite bad , luckily it didnt affect my studies

5) Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable? Ans: I don't really understand but no cuz that will be really hurtful to the person

6) Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?Ans: i rather be single than have a guy whose love for me is half cuz he has another girl

7) Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?Ans:my friends and i talk about it but in the sense of the cakes the dress and stuff

8) Do you want children?Ans: yep i like children alot but i'tll be quite difficult when they grow up hehe

9) How many?Ans: maybe 2 thats cute haha

10) Would you ever consider adoption?Ans: well maybe if im deperate but i prefer my child to be my own flesh and blood

11) If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him to let you know his feelings?Ans: well he should tell me because if someone else knew about it rumours will start and it may cause us to stop talking


13) Do you believe in love at first sight?Ans: well i crush on ppl when i first see them but not love i gotta know the person first

14) Do you believe you can change someone?Ans: i have changed some already but i still i have more people to change

15) If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?Ans: i wanna go to an exotic place like a place where they have ncie beaches and have a beach wedding

16) Do you give in easily when you're fighting?Ans: im a very very stubborn gal

17) Do you have feelings for someone right now?Ans: feelings duh im crushing remember?

18) Do you ever wish that you could have had someone, but you messed it up?Ans:Don't ask its happened before

19) Have you ever broken a heart?Ans:well sad to say but yes

20) If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?Ans: my bestie and my liked the same guy before but we are so different from others we like even help each other out hehe

21) Are you missing anyone right now?Ans:yes but i dont think that person misses me:(

22) Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below.Ans:

sockmin
sherman
gladys
grace
ct twohill