okay i have an urge to blog :D
so the first session of taf,
yes people i am in taf
cuz im fat ):
jiaxin and i were like hinting to mr tan
that we didnt wanna come
tomorrow is hip-hop dance class
they think i cant dance?
i'll show them i can!
so skip skip all the boring stuff,
oh did i mention my wonderful seatmate
daryl lim choon kiat (:
i think we're the only boy/girl to sit together.
he is super irriating,
on the outside so innocent or not
but inside, corrupted and talkative
so skip skip the lesson parts again
then, Chem lab
some people went off for health check
so shermaine,daryl shinju and i sat together
we did some ink thingy that wont come off my fingers
eh ruzaini cut his hair bald!
so yeah after chem lab met pan
then went for spl meeting
-emo period of time-
so after that choir
then sherman and chervon made me run to the bus stop
we missed loads of busses then finally got on one
chervon and sherman were talking then this guy covered his ears
eh uncle, if its too loud, you're too old!
and now im here
my mum is dragging me to macdonalds
but i shall not be fat!
she says she craves for something,
anyway i gotta do homework
im currently irritating pan!
and oh she has my photo on her blog
darn.

back from camp!
i shall post the pictures of the hongkong trip later on
so about the camp
its kind of okay
i dont know?

so 1st day
we all headed to sarimbun scout camp
i slept through the journey there
and when i woke up,
my hair was all over the place.
So we had icebreaking
which was kindof pointless?
we're grouped with our classmates
first activity : Sarimbun challenge
it was raining so we used ponchos
mine was PINK (:
it was the worse think that ever happened
it rained and made it harder for us to get around
so yeah the monkeys started ripping ppl's ponchos
we got back all soaked,
we had song session then lights out
i slept and woke up evry 2 hours
which was like?
made me sooo tired.

2nd Day:
we started our day with abseiling
i went with the second batch of 15 people
it looked hard,really hard
beehwa looked so professional when she helped us !
benjamin was scared,
then he was even more pressured when he saw mr cho
apparently seeing mr cho was bad luck for him,
he sortof slipped.
So it was my turn next
i was already at the edge
and the guy wont let me go,
i was already screaming!
so i finally got down,and the others who didnt do abseiling did "hang out"
next activity was challenge valley!
i did the slide at the milo pool twice
it was superrr fun!
i loved it :D
after that we had lunch and then rafting
we built the thingy and it floated
so after that rockwall
damn i cant climb it
)))):
aftr that dinner then showered
campfire time!
so much energy and fun
our performance was unique
haha,
so then lights out.

3rd day
we did cleaning and finally went home!
home sweet home
i slept sooo damn long.


its impossible
and i know it
but you shouldn't have had me
hanging on.

heys all!
im at the airport now
and the place is cool
usually go to terminal 2 so
its kindof a change for me in terminal 1
its cool!
it has like 10 computers and its so early now
me and my sis are the only ones using them.
My mum is trying out some massage thingy
and im really sleepy now
AHHHH
I'm gonna miss people
even though its only 4 days
-_______________________-
see you all on monday :D

im going off soon,
damn something made me not wanna go
but i have to anyway -_____-
so yeah thanks to all who wished me a safe trip!
I'm gonna miss 3e3'08 and 2e4'07
plus everyone else
I'm gonna miss all my friends and someone
i just finished packing my main luggage
and im gonnna pack my handcarry
im scared i'd forget something
ohwell, see you people next monday :D

enough with the effing emo posts!
I'm happy (:
and i have no idea why,
so i'll be leaving tomorrow
and I started packing like now
I'm already sooo sleepy
Anyway I did my hair so nicely today
and hassan made me tie up!
and she thinks im not a good example
she can't stand rudeness yet shes so rude to us
I mean it ain't fair
My tongue hurts right now
I'm gonna sleep!
I can't stand it anymore

you ain't worth it
if we're meant to be
you'll realise it

sooo yeah
i dont know why?
but im this way,
my friends love me just the way i am
but i guess you dont
i mean what else can i do
i try not talking to you
but i'd miss you even more that way
theres nothing more to say now
no matter how much i cry
no matter how much i complain
i cant do anything
its up to you know



I'm seriously upset
if i just cut my pain away
i'd feel weak
whats wrong with you?
It was all fine but
now it feels like its all wrong
just tell me and i'll leave
dont keep me hanging on



today was mixed up
i had difficulty doing math
so i went over to jac's house and she tutored me
"You need Mr Ng pat,"
"I know I'm gonna start in Feb!"
I miss tution ):
anyway finally got homework done
went home and got ready for church
went and met cj
we were early for the first time
:D
finally being a good kid and going early
after that hung out with the usuals
talked more to nikki
so yeah we went to eat dinner after that
we made alex cry again
but we tried cheering her up too!
ohwell, I wanna gooo shopping!



I'm missing someone now
haha
this feels weird anyway
i'm lazy to post uhhs!
so here it goes
class today was weird
Mr Cho loves the number 13
oh how unlucky for me to get that
anyway we had p.e then math
recess then i think SS
we got into groups
and all
then geog then math
anyway mr poon did a survey
he asked about computers
so he ended uo teaching us about it
so he ask if we have printers
then someone said
"if have printer no ink how?"
we all laughed haha
so stayed back to help with decors
sorry yinhui if i wasn't any help
keith and banjamin extra
haha so yeah had choir
now at home
really bored yet lazy at the same time




Its been almost a few months ago
i dont wanna be hurt again
hes gotta be the right one this time

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love