tests coming up!
had much much fun
i am just really happy :D

I can't control my emotions
at one time im having fun and i ruin it all
i'm really pissed with myself
can't i have an off and on button?
Its totally suckish

anyway 4e3 will seperate starting 10 weeks later. gonna miss them,

Quick post before i go to bed,well today was alright except for the rain that killed my mood. Was upset all the way from start of basic til now. I wrote 3 orginal songs so far. Had lots of inspiration lately. My head is still bleeding but im hoping it'll stop tmr. Night people

Well my weekend seemed pretty bare. So had tution in the morning (saturday) and then got ready for the student leader lunch. I got ready in a record time of 20 mins, including bathing,changing,drying hair and packing bag. Headed of for tamp mrt to meet amar and dropped off at tanah merah. Supposedly waiting for pakteng but he asked us to go first. So got lost for a while and it was super hot so ended up sweating loads. Reached the place and waited for pakteng before eating. Wanrong and I took alot of pictures. Then went upstairs to cool down with aircon. Played twister and scrabble then headed home. Met parents and they drove us to marina square. Got home late and i slept immediately. Sunday church as usual. Caught up with chervon and now have to go get my sister her lost protractor. I just saw this vid and its amazing, I want my wedding like this!


Blogger is still screwed so I can't post pictures but it will be on my dear facebook!
TGIF ytd and it was really awesome!
So first off i went home to grab stuff and then off to tm to meet shermaine and yinhui. I was sitting and suddenly someone scared me and it was shaofeng. LOL! then we had photo moments (: shaofeng is one imaginative storyteller! And we missed yijia alot! Miss secretley evil muhahah. Get well soon dear ! Anyway we took alot of pictures and it was yinhui and my duty to take really candid pictures if shermainekim! she has evil plans for us and we also have evil plans for her!
Then to frolick, i haven't eaten it in ages so it was good to have froyo. Then off to meet the guys at the busstop.On the bus i kept talking then ruzy kept saying that the little girl wants me to shutup haha. So reached Sad's house and settled down. We were watching tv and i asked shermaine where yinhui was so we went to the room to check. Sadhana said she was sleeping so i went to go check on her, then amar was climbing the ladder and shaking yinhui. He said there was a fire and woke yinhui up. So we gathered in a circle to do math, shermaine felt great when she found a fan haha! so yeah after that ate again and then we nearly had to go.We took many pictures! sooo funny and then shermaine,me and amar left. 27 was superpacked but we talked alot of crap on the way back. Was super tired when i got home so i just fell asleep. Just had tution and later im off to lunch at mr poon's house. Gonna talk to wanrong and shes gonna show me pics of her barbie dolls! Plus to yh : I'm carrying out the KP! plan ahahha

Another awesome day at school! My blogger is still screwed so I can't get any photos up. Anyway moving on!
First class was SS and i nearly slept but had to fight the urge. The teacher was funny, he kept saying "rule of thumb" and walks back and forth. Then after that was AMath, then mother tongue. Someone said I was sad again haha, then finished off some work.Recess was okay and went to look for a teacher. Geog was kinda fun,we were checking our papers(homework) then amar made everyone laugh.

Miss Shawa: Everyone let's all listen to amar's model answer. Countries are reluctant to have tourism as it will boost the economy.

*class bursts into laughter*

Amar:Eh but I don't know what reluctant means

Miss shawa: Then you never go and check dictionary

Amar: I don't have dictionary at home,I don't have home

Me:Yeah right,you last night watching prison break

Amar: Coffee shop have right?

At that point I have nothing to say haha.Then took pictures with yinhui and hweeyuan with meisi's phone.I bet her phone is spammed with our photos haha. Amath was super funny cuz of gengwei. He kept making jokes and we all laughed about it, he's actually real witty. He said he was hired by an assasin, i mean who would ever think of that? LOL! so after math sakinah stayed back to ask teacher some questions and i waited for her. Then i was happily sitting down and suddenly she's gone, then they laughed at me so i chased her outside. While we walking we had a lovely convo after seeing a couple walking home holding hands.

Me: I will see you like that in a few years

Sakinah: Yeah right haha, i will be a career woman

Me:Want me to match make you?

Sakinah:No thanks, I don't wanna be matchmaked by you haha

Me:Lol this is where our friendship ends *crosses other road*

Sakinah:Lol!

Me:but i gotta invite you to my wedding

Sakinah:How will you know where I am?

Me:Keep in touch of course!

Sakinah:But i dont wanna keep in touch haha kidding!

LOL! I would really want all my friends to be there when I walk the aisle. Oh well study again ):

Well today school was pretty interesting. Especially history when one of our classmates did the unthinkable. Theres this teacher who came in to do a survey for us and someone asked for her number. HAHA! smooooth moves man.Our teacher told him to get his self respect. Lol, anyway for the rest of the lessons i just got by. Taylor Lautner is still super cuteeeee. My blogger is screwed so I can't post pictures. Will try again another day. See ya

Today was a super funny day
except the fact that my stomach ached for like almost the whole time.
So kept screaming the whole day again but i learned stuff
after school went went sakinah to buy stuff and strolled home. I can't think of stuff to blog now, must be sleeeepy.
now stuck on facebook :

School was superrr hot today.
had usual lessons and after that went for basic chinese.
Super hot again and we kept watching national day stufff.
Then mummy and daddy asked us if we wanted to study at airport so we went and i felt sleepy all the way home

Well gonna try posting again.
These few days have been the best and the worst for me
I love hanging out with the girls cuz they help me think of the better side of life
In school I enjoyed talking to many people
But right now Its a little too much to handle
People have seen the two sides of me
But this time I really blew it
I didn't mean it but it obviously meant alot
I was always so sure I'd get back on my feet again
Cuz I thought I'd get away with but I didn't
Losing a friend is even more painful then losing a boyfriend
I miss talking but I guess there isn't anything left to do.
All I wanted was someone to talk to, be there but
That person is gone
Yeah I do want to make it up but I don't know how
I said it because I was trying to find myself
I had to let go so I cried because it wasn't gonna be okay
Things would be so much easier if time could be turned back
But right now it isn't.

P.S to you : I'm sorry. I broke your trust when you kept my secrets. I'm sorry I kept rejecting all the calls cuz I was too afraid to hear what you had to say. Although you say you're fine now but it won't go back to the way it used to. I'll miss everything but it was your decision to make,not mine. Sorry.



you.
don't be so immature cuz you don't even know me
have you talked to me before? no right so why are you saying all these things
you know why I can't stand you? cuz you're a bitter person
just because something happened to you doesn't mean you gotta blame me
evryone has been through what you've been through so why are you complaining?
we're only human by the way
you're inhuman cuz first of all you blamed lots of people
I'm not suprised why you change friends like you change underwear
if you're so insecure then through yourself at others
i like hanging out with my friends? why cannot?
you look at me and i see a face full of shit.
if you're reading this now then you're really immature *****
i try to smile at you but no you gotta give attitude,
rmb this, i didn't steal him from you
go and reflect upon yourself why
when i saw you at the bus stop, it was so clear that you were the only one there
why hide? scared?

SWEET SIXTEEN (:
Thanks to everyone who wished!I have many names to mention. Ahem!
Yinhui,Yijia,Syahidah,Sakinah,Radhiah,Sadhana,Pan,Yiting,Benjamin,Pakteng,
Ruzaini,Shaofeng,Hazim,BeeHwa,ShermaineK,Amar,Jasper,Mashara,Gladys,Sockmin,
Kheehwee,Brenda,Joceline,Gimchen,Katherine,ChiaChern,John,Shawn,Kash,Amanda,Cert,
Chervon,Aidil,Jodie,Neville,Afiq,Joanna,Sandra,Ahmad,Jac,Sya,Zb,Candice,Krisha,Kathleen,Kat's friend, and moreeeeee

i had fun today,
went to school and talked alot with friends
shared alot of laughter the most!
got squished by tall people.
thanks to my class for singing a birthday song!
afterwards went to church for thanksgiving prayer,
jeleen suprised me with a seoul garden treat and kat,jan and jonel
jeleen made us do riddles and we laughed alot
funny answers man!
i've yet to really go celebrate my birthday
see you peopl!