Well gonna try posting again.
These few days have been the best and the worst for me
I love hanging out with the girls cuz they help me think of the better side of life
In school I enjoyed talking to many people
But right now Its a little too much to handle
People have seen the two sides of me
But this time I really blew it
I didn't mean it but it obviously meant alot
I was always so sure I'd get back on my feet again
Cuz I thought I'd get away with but I didn't
Losing a friend is even more painful then losing a boyfriend
I miss talking but I guess there isn't anything left to do.
All I wanted was someone to talk to, be there but
That person is gone
Yeah I do want to make it up but I don't know how
I said it because I was trying to find myself
I had to let go so I cried because it wasn't gonna be okay
Things would be so much easier if time could be turned back
But right now it isn't.

P.S to you : I'm sorry. I broke your trust when you kept my secrets. I'm sorry I kept rejecting all the calls cuz I was too afraid to hear what you had to say. Although you say you're fine now but it won't go back to the way it used to. I'll miss everything but it was your decision to make,not mine. Sorry.