my family left for philippines today
they stayed here for a while like always
had the study skills workshop and asked for an early release so i can send them off
the whole workshop we kept talking about how i early i get to leave
but that made me think of them going away later on
during part of the workshop i already started tearing
then i got to go off at 4pm
caught a cab and was so upset during the journey
when i got there we had some food and talked a while
matt bet with me whoever cried first paid five bucks
i just went along with it knowing i'd cry anyway
my grandmother started crying and i looked away cuz i didn't wanna cry
it was time to send them to the immigration and we hugged everyone
i hugged matt,mikee,grandma and aunt lyn and stayed strong
but when my uncle mike hugged me and said "take care of your mum,dad and little sister okay?"
thats when i broke down, i hugged them all again and when they went pass immigration, we left alr
on the way home in the car i keep fighting the urge to cry til i got home,
just cried hoping it makes me feel better
I'm always like this when they go or after i come back
its like you get so close and then goes away
and when i look in my house, its like so empty and alone
used to be full of people but now im back to just us
i made the decision to come here when i was young but didn't know what i did
i always think of those families who go out tgt and are tgt
but its hard when your family is miles away
im just gonna miss them soooooo soooo much

another one of my friends is migrating
and shes super close to me
even though we were never in the same school
except for kindegarden we're still like sisters
im gonna miss her loads!

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