Im back?
but not for good,
just needed a break from lj?
im not commited at all
i always start something i never finish
like piano and guitar
ninjado, dont ask me about that
and blahblahblah
you see thats why i move here to there all the time
gah
i am at the point of boredom where i dont know what to type
screw my lack of attention span
if only i was committed to something i would actually be successful,
how many times i told myself that i wanted to do something
and end up not doing it in the end
im usually not this freaking shit anymore
but lately its coming back
i have no idea how to express all that im feeling now
without censoring it at leaast
to hell with my unhappy life


im torn in between
and i dont know,
i really don't