im really down now
its not pms or whatever
i think i have bi-polar
cuz im like happy then sad
im lost,
i think i'm a screw up
i dont have common sense?
i hate myself for all that
i have more imperfections then perfections
no one is perfect and i know that
but im wayyy far from perfect
suddenly everyone hates me
i dont even know what i did
maybe cuz i said something?
maybe cuz i had hatred, wanted revnge
i ended up ruining it all
damn i feel like crying
but then i'd be a crybaby
if i cut myself then im weak
i ain't pretty
i ain't smart
i ain't talented
so what do i have?
nothing.
all i have to do now is die
i'd rather die a slow and painful death
than live