I want to be skinny like those famous people
even if i had to throw up or starve myself
I want to be the smartest
even if i had to work all day and become a nerd
I want to have a talent
even if it means having to learn all over again
I want to be less emotional
even if i have to hold back my tears
I want to be less jealous
even if i have to smile at all the people i hated for having something i didn't
I want to act like my age
even if it means not screaming like a little girl
I want someone perfect
even if i have to wait for the longest
I want revenge on the people who made me or my friends suffer
even if i need to plan that would take a long time to come up with

Then it'll all be PERFECT