to him:
when you told me that you werent in the mood
i thought you didnt wanna be disturbed
how was i to know what you wanted me to say
afterall you should have known that i was real stupid
i said i'd give up,and i was actually ok with it
but after seeing what you said,i feel even worse
im just not making you angry cuz i cant bear not talking to you
you said i didn't know how you felt
but i bet im feeling even worse
i really dont wanna say it but this sucks.
this is worse than slitting my wrists and letting it bleed
i'd rather commit suicide now
in the past my friends would say that i was treated badly
but i said its ok its not his fault,i wasnt treated badly
they'd say i was really stupid but i just frgt abt it anyway
well im sorry too,
i needed to say it out
well if you think it over,it'll be harder being me