to gladys || Saturday, February 24, 2007 @ 6:48 AM
im not angryor nor am i blaming youi never said anything of thoseim just sadits not that i dont take criticsimim just sensitive its nt that i want to bebut i've been like thatafter knowing me for some timehow can you not knowi've cried many timesand taking in the critiscim meansim not disregarding itwouldnt you be even more angryif i disregarded itin the past i used to waitfr you to apologise firstthis year knowing im wrong i apologise to youim sorryi knwo i do alot of things that irritated youso im sorry for that tooi mean it and its not fakeif it was i wouldnt be doing thisyou have to admit that i musunderstand tooi daydream alot these few weeksim unaware of what im doingi will take back the bad stuff i say if i didthe reason why i cant let our friendship end is becuzi cant see 1 year of being friends go to wastei also have never written a post like thisi feel very badit seems all fake but its not theres so many things i still wanna saybut i just cant say it hereits hard to let outim telling the truth that theres no post like this ever in my blogi thought alotat first i thought that i was innocent then i thought why i felt very bad for a few daysim really very sorry if only you knew hw much i mean itto jonathani know u hurt or wat but i realised that even if you wrong or notyou still have to say sorryjust a single word will clear evrything upif they dont accept it at least your concience is cleared saying sry without being apologised backdoes nt mean that u are pushed aroundits just a humble apologythink hard again like mei learnt alotdoing this will really helplife wont suck so much later onviolence nor vulgarity is no meanlet out your anger but think of what you've done too
