|| Monday, October 16, 2006 @ 1:58 AM
i am suffocatingi just need to breathei'm smothered under pressurei must be relievednothing i do is rightnothing they say is fairi cry and scream and throw a fitbut noone seems to carenobody will listen to what i have to saymy life is not importantyet i'm living everydayi can't do what i wanti cannot stay out latehere i sit and write this poemto release my pain and hatei'm confused and alonei'm lost inside my mindno one will search beyond my looksto see what they might findso many thoughts confuse mefeelings i can't perceivein this time of adolescenceand i just need to leavenone of it makes sensenone of this seems realand noone understandsthe emotions that i feelthis is what i feel
