well nnth happened until today
well 2 emotional big blows
i gave up on him
got scolded 3 times cuz of da class
and im like so angry
they wont listen
thanks i have my frens
and all my seniors there
i mean the teacher taught i was faking it
heloo the class noisy cuz u nevr control but i was scolded
u came late wat
im sooo angry some ppl add fuel to fire
say wad i cannt take critisism
he can take meh??
he had to say sorry to me but the boys forced him
btw ppl im soooo happy
gilbert is speaking to me again
at first when he like wanna shake hands
i was like wat??
then he okok liao:))
after my seniors consoled me i was ok
all the gals had my back and it was like all for one ,one for all
haha i learned more abt that today
maths test
i made a stupid mistake
i really on the verge of commiting suicide
first time
so i thought of like jumping from building or cut myself
thn my frens cheered me up
i want to thank all of them
esp:Michelle
Gladys
Amelia
Sock Min
Wei Lin
Mabel

if your name not here still thanks alot

after school waited for choir.
teacher scold again
i couldnt sing had sore throat from asking the class to settle

now my toot sis is pissing me off sia
wanna go smack her siias
well im now oh so lonely again
giving up is hard